You know I'm a Dreamer...

Saturday, March 14, 2009 10:21 PM

CURRENTLY missing these people here!

wonder wen im gonna meet them again.. Its been a wk alredy..

Ema & Billah ;)

Zab, Sani, a lil bit of Kaz & Me :)

All I can say is.. ive been going thru a week full of diff kinds of feelings..
Tears. Disappoinment. Gladness. Blessedness.
all tis happens for a reason..

Im saying tis bcoz the thought of how long my parents are gonna be in tis world always strikes me..
I cant imagine going thru the rest of my days & lifes without them..
but they always say, the ones who live will die one day..

My parents r in the late 50s & 60s now . While im only 17..
c how far our age gap is? sigh.
I dun even knw if I have much time to let them see the success or achievement in my studies or my working life..

My eyes can go all teary tinking bout them..
all i cud do was say a prayer to Allah to let them live for as long as they can..
I always have tis feelings tat the world is getting older & death is getting nearer. Im truly afraid to go thru all these..
all we can do is repent & change for the better..

OK. lets talk out something else..
tinking bout all these makes me go weak n teary..

lately, ive been trying hard to lose weight & maintain my stamina
Going to gym has been a regular routine for me & I cant miss a wk without getting there..
Ive got 4wks b4 sch starts & surely I wana look good & healthy b4 starting the course.. Im sure everyone wants to fit it & look good like other people ryte?
but all these exercise makes me breathless & sick sometimes. *wonders*

for today it seems like the weather is not letting me out of house ryte now.
hmm. but its gonna go away soon.. so i guess i shud get change alrite..
blog some other time! toodles readers. ;)

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