Telematch on Friday
I kind of look abit dark or tan i shall say, in one of the picts. ohgosh.
anw, the day & date on my blog is totally an error. So ignore it aite:)
only 1/4 of PA
Aqidah, Hycal, Gerald, ME & Rizal! ;D
Rizal & Wifi ;D
Zul :)
Jam Nizam. Feeling2 jap! heee.
Zyra :)
Beloved Sani :)
H E L L O! :)
yesterday aft having lunch w classmates, me & Aqidah went for audition for show choir & glad to say we got in! ;D weeee~! I tot i wasnt gd enough for that cca. hehe. then aft going thru the judging, st8 away we join the rest & learn some new songs. Mcm cool la! hehehe. Ohyeah, & Thanks to our lovely classmates who wished us luck! :)
Then SC ends at about 7plus. Then since I was really really famished throughout the singing etc, I followed Aidil, Dillah, Kaz & Nana to Tong Seng & had our dinner. Reached hm bout 11plus. Luckily mum nvr nag! hehe;D
so for today, i guess im not going out.. Need to complete CMS & rest my legs. Hopefully I can go through beep test next wk w great patience & stamina at heart. hehe. susah tau. ;P
wish me luck! :)
wait up for the next post k~
" There's nothing scarier than getting what you want because that's when you really have something to lose."
i really miss the old times where we get to spend time w each other. ;'(
i miss our frenship...
do U?
Sunday, 19 April 09
Bridal Showcase at Granduer Fai
How do i look? Ada ciri2 model tk!? hehehehee. Jussss kidding! :P
ex-damai schmate, Quraisyah aka Q
*winks*
so sweet & gorgeouss rytee?:)
These pleasant people :)Me, my make-up artist & a sweet sweet ladyy ;))
with Kak Hidayah:)
& Lastly Abg Fai, owner of the Granduer Fai :)
Labels: sometimes we expect too much from the people ard us that no one could live up w those expectations and we ourselves end up disappointed.
sometimes I wonder if for all these years
have i been a good fren to you?
Im so confused by ur actions..
One moment we were quarrelling,
but the nxt moment seems like everythings alrite
without Us even resolving our problem.
what isit tat u want? Can U pls dont make me wonder?
U told me tat u feel unappreciated or not needed anymore..
But have U tot bout my feelings?
Have U ever tot bout wat ur love ones tink bout U?
I appreciate U for U..
wat more accepting U for who U r for all these yrs.
I tried my best to understd U
but u push me away saying U dun need my advise.
How does tat makes me feel??
Im so so hurt by your words & tat shows y
i kept quiet all the way throughout our bus journey.
I always pray to Allah for U.
I always pray to Allah to make U stronger &
make U bcome a better person.
Bt its not just bout praying to him..
Its bout whether we wana take a change or let our lives b tiz way.
I cant deny that I may not be a gd advisor or listener.
Im just trying my best to be me.
If U tink tat U have found a better bestfren than me..,
wat more can i say?
For all the times that
ive given in to U,
Worried for U,
Advise U,
Cry for U,
Love U.
Do U tink U'll be able sacrifice it back for me?
At least once in a lifetime?
;'(
Labels: Go on with her.. Make her happy.. Im sure that she is the happiness that U are searching for..
hey people!
its been a tiring day for me eversince yst..
sch strts at 8 & ended at 12..
But since we got principal talk at 3pm,
all of us had lunch & headed to the sch gym!
Then we all gather outside auditorium.
some went, some cabot..
so tell me? who wants to go for such draggy talks kn?
but i tink i kind of gain something frm 2 of the talks.
It was like a motivational talk..
So aft it ended, i headed home & got myself ready to watch the 'CATS' musical at esplanade. It was really good! I dun regret watching it ;) & lucky me I get to watch it for free. Thanks Kaz & Natri. :)
U guys shud check it out on youtube k! :)
Ohya, 1 of the songs titled, 'Memory' sounds really nice & familiar.
Go go go listen to it k!! hehehe.
as for today,
I played badminton jus now at 12plus
& it ended at 5plus which includes breaks in between.
Althou tiring but its worth it. *winks*
Maybe shud try playing
basketball or street soccer nxt wk?
hehekz.
K then, update next time!
Tc.
Labels: luka di hati sahabat tak tau.
Today's lecture for sport science is really confusing man.. :(
wats more confusing is the accent of our subj teacher who is a Scottish.
but hopefuli kan in wks to come i can get use to it.
Luckily Wifi, Zul & Chelsea was there to xplain to me abit. Kalao tk kita slow & lost jer. :(
anw, jus now went jogging for 1.5hrs n badminton for half hr. realli tiring la..
I dunno why im so concern bout my image these days.
maybe cause wen i c other people looking so fit & tone I felt like im not suitable for the course.
but some people told me to take it slow first.
but realli im jus scared la. i tink im the heaviest amg the gerls? ohgosh. :S
i need to sets thing right.. i need to lose weight! somebody helppp..
:((
Labels: from Fat to Fit can?
helloo fellow readers!
as u all knw,
april intake for ite has jus begun
so u guys shud figure y tis blog is dead for a few days.. *grins*
the orientation was okokla
but some find it unexciting but we understd
that the bridge leaders were trying their best.
well, i kind of like feel insecure for these 2days
cause ive been wondering & thinking
if i can go through these course or not.
I knw I dun wana give it up jus like that.
I knw I must not disappoint my parents.
Bt realli.. tis feeling jus wont go away... :(
I just talked to Bestie bout it & it seems like it doesnt make any much difference.
Oh God, pls guide me through the right path..
I feel soo exhausted.
will update again soon!
In the meantime, hope u guys enjoy the picts below! :)
Toodles.
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11 APRIL 09
Sani's 19th Bday :)
bowling at east coast :)
9th APRIL 09
The HUNKS
Labels: I jus wish I could move on but its hard. I knw u knw wat I mean. sigh.
