hey peeps! :)
its been quite awhile now that i didn't blog bout my life.
well basically, ill blog whenever im in the mood to or wen im not busy kaes.=)
anws..my life have been good & easy for now.. But im truly very worried bout wats happening to the lifes of my close ones.. Sometimes i do wonder whether i've given as much help to the people tat need me...whenever they share their probs to me, all i can do was listen attentively to them but maybe my advises doesnt help them much n that worries me more. I know that everyone is not perfect & I cant expect things to be perfect jus like imagine it. Always, a small voice kept saying to me to help them..but i dont really knw how.. I feel sad sometimes with the fact that I didnt really help them.. Even tis small situation can become a problem & it really makes me think whether I am even useful to them in their lives.. But I knw im trying to stay as positive as i can...
Basically, someone very close to me is having a really really hard time trying to juggle his probs, studies etc. I really donno wats gonna happen next coz Allah will be one testing us to our limits.. I can only pray to Allah to give him the fullest strength & patience he have to face in wateva challenges tat comes to his life.. & I will always be his pillar of strength whenever he feels like breaking down, giving up.. Its really truly deeply heartrending to see U being this way.. I dun show my feelings of sadness to U but only Allah knws deep down inside wat im feeling..
As a middle person, im really confuse on how to help him find a solution to his probs.. Im jus worried U will do something rash & hurt urself.. Uve never been this way lastime. Wayy back wen I knw U, U were always cheerful & not depressed.. But i knw I cant blame U with the kind of state ur facing ryte now.. Allah wants to test how far U can go to face his challenge, how wide U can think to find a solution to ur problems, how much U can value & learn from these experience & how Great Allah is. If only I could give U the kind of strength I have right now, I would! & hopefully my strength will make u stronger.. Pls Allah, make him strong..make him realise that all bad things will come to an end one day..make him realise that wen things get worse, it will get better in time..Sigh. I just want u to know that ill ALWAYS be by ur side in ur bad or good times.. I dun want u to think tat everyone will hate U. Its up to the individual whether they want to be w u or not. & always remember tat things wont always turn out the way we want it to be, we cant always expect perfection frm the people we love & wateva probs u face ryte now will make u a better & stronger person in the future. Trust me. Cheer up Bestie... :/
helloo lovely readers! ;) sorri for not updating for quite some time...hee. anws, we all know tat most of us have been busy celebrating valentines w our loved ones..& tat includes me as well..:) It was just a small celebration between me, Bestie, Kak Az & Muhd. Our plan was to have a meal at Pastamania but it was cancelled coz we couldnt find it at marina nor suntec.
Kaz was realli saddened by the fact tat he didnt get to eat there.. So we jus headed to Macd instead. It may be so called 'budget' but i am okie w anything as long as its not a waste of money :) but truly, tats the first time i felt realli2 full eating there coz we also had to finish up 20 pieces of nuggets bought by Kak Az! :@#^@*! LOL.
Ohyeah, aft tat we exchange gifts w each other i got a balloon scupture of a sunflower given by Bestie :) & a cookie frm Kak az which i alr eaten & didnt get to take the pict of it. & i gave them a heart shape card which i made it myself. hehe!:D Thanks guys for the gift!:) ur presence w me is alredy enuf to make my day:)
Me & Kak Azreena :)
Otw home from Suntec 
For Last Wed & Thur, I went to Esplanade Concourse to support the Vocal Group & Guitar Ensemble.. Both groups gave a splendid performance! & i have no regrets going there to support them for both days! :) went there w Kamsani's family & cousins..& on the 2nd day get to meet Billah & Nana. well at least we get to accompany each other thru out the performance..hee. So here are the picts!:)
Me & Nana :)
The Vocal Group Singing, 'Hallelujah'
Future Superstar:)
Lau Pa Sat
Kaz, Kak Yani, Kamsani, Me, Hazirah.
Overdue pictures :P
At YaKun Kaya T3
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till next time:) Labels: u'll see that i'll be the first to fade away...
3rd Feb 2009Yesterday was a long & tiring day for me & Kaz.. I met him at Bedok & we headed to his sch for lunch. At the same time, i submitted my edusave form for sch fees. Later met some of his frens at cemta & sat ard w the malay dancers.. At about 6 we headed to toa payoh & got to mediacorp at ard 7pm. Luckily the others havent arrive.
All of us got into the bus & headed to chinese cemetery..only the main cast was needed to act in tat scene. Both of us jus sat in the bus w the china people & Kaz was trying hard to understnd them.. Bcoz the journey was long, he slept for awhile..& i was munching away w chipsmore. Hehe.
candid shot
& then he fell asleep..so anw, as soon as we arrive at jurong point, we jus watch the others & got ready for our scene. It was nearly 10pm wen we started shooting. There was a bigg crowd near us & all eyes were on us & esp on Mark Lee.:) he was really funny & at least it kept all of us awake w his jokes. hehe.wen my scene was over, i had to wait for Kaz for nearly 1-2hrs. By tat time all shops were closed & clock was ticking to 12.30 in the morn. I jus feel like dozing off on the floor. 
but eventually wen all was over, its a wrap! :)our director was glad & so are we coz we're heading home!otw back to mediacorp
Ema&Iqah
Last Monday, I met up w my 3 lovely girl-friends at Bugis. We went shopping from bags to clothes to accessories. All of us were eager & looking forward to sch. I bought myself a sch bag & pairs of earrings. Aft tat we headed to Tong Seng & had lunch. As usual i ate my fav chicken mushroom noodle. yummy! been craving for it since last month. but wen i saw Iqah ate laksa, I feel like having one. Gosh.We then headed to BHG & tats where our never ending trying of clothes started. lol. We killed bout 2-3hrs trying out clothes & most of the time, they were waiting for me to buy coz i was so undecisive. Hehehe. But last i bought myself 2 shirts frm surfers paradise.:) Then we headed home & bid goodbye..
Me.Ain.Iqa.Farah
Lastly.. went to watch Beloved Sani performed at Jurong Point in TalentQuest last sat & he sang Love Story by Andy Williams. I got chills & goosebumps everytime he sings a song which means he is realli good! Haha. He really got a powerful voice..u guys shud watch his videos on youtube k! ;)) heehe.His parents, Mama & Ayah was there..Kaz, Zab, Syirah & her sibs, Aidil & his fren were also there to support him..:) & all of us gave support & voted for him & he got into the semi-finals. woohoo! Cant wait to watch him again.So later, mama ayah me kaz zab & sani headed to Swensens before going to Hazirah's bday party. We spend alot of time eating & talking by the waterbreaker. & later at nite, Zab send me kaz & sani home..:)& i am glad hazirah enjoyed her 15th Bithday;)hee. tats it for now..Kaz,Ema,Hazirah,Sani,Zab
Mama & Ayah's anak2 angkats. hehe.
except for Sani & Jufiqa.:)
Her family & cousins:)
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