memories of 5A2
its been 3 wks i abandon this blog for awhile. well..most of u shud knw tat im facing my Os tis yr..so understdable ehh...hee ;) btw, jus now was math ppr 1 & it was going fine at first wen i did it but the last few qns always kill me..so im not tat confident whether i can pass well on tis one..god willing..
hmm..anw, life's been great lately..esp w him ard..didnt xpect things to turn out tis way. & i knw its kinda too early & tat we just knew each other..but i guess ive alot to learn & improve myself...i dunno if this is the right thing to think bout now..but i guess i'll just go w the flow...;)its been 2 days tat ive been walking back n forth to sch in the rain..& the changing weather gives me frequent headaches.. hopefully i dun get fever esp during tis exam period..i need all the strength i have to finish it once & for all.. im left w 6more pprs & cant wait to celebrate & work.. so, im gonna meet bestie Een later to discuss w her bout my art.. gonna prepare it asap coz im onli left w 4 days b4 art! argh. things like this happens wen u dun have the interest on art. so dun ever take up tis subject jus bcoz u have to or bcoz ur frens r taking it. so yeah. a gd piece of advice there. hehehe;). b4 tat, here r some picts during jalan raya w my frens.. so enjoyyy! :)
otw to Nas's house i tink:)
my home sweet home:))
at Naz's
The End.
:)
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Kaz Danial & Ema
I feel down today..feels like shit too..sucha stupid mistake tat i make can ruin my feelings for the rest of the day...trying to tink positive here...relax ema..u got nothing to lose...lets just forget bout it..makes me feel more regret & sad..
anw, ive been sitting the whole day thru infront of pc practising some songs on keyboard & editting some picts.. i made a collage of me & kaz (above)..well..it looks okie to me..it was my first time thou..hopefully he likes it wen he sees it..i dun feel the atmosphere of raya tat much tis yr..most of the time i jus sit at home waiting for mum to get bck frm work..i cant wait for Os to end coz i wana start working & earn my own money for the first time..sadly i didnt get to work last yr aft my N levels..mayb coz the employers tink i wasnt eligible enough to work at their place..sheesh. Im gonna get one as sn as exams r over..hopefully uh..suddenly i feel like i need to let out something n let u knw..
to my dearest fren..mayb u might or might not knw im referring to u..
i just wana say tat i'm sorry if the way i speak & my actions r rough to u..mayb u didnt felt anything or tink tat its nothing. but i feel tat mayb sumhow i did something bad & i feel guilty bout it sometimes..i knw tat im not as special as other gerls..im not perfect & im jus being myself..sometimes my actions may show tat im not supportive towards u or care towards u..but deep inside i want u to knw tat i do care for u..i always have & i always will..sometimes its hard for me to show wen ur responds towards me doesnt let me to. the memories tat we have in our yrs of frenship have made me wat i am today..i am nothing without u. till the day i let go of my last breath,i want our frenship to last.. nothing else matters to me ryte now..i jus want to spent time together & remain tis way as it is..& i want u to knw tat no matter wat happens..im here for u..to get u thru ur tough times..i want to be the perfect friend in ur eyes..thanks bestie for having me as a fren in ur life..
It feels great to turn 7-teen yst! ;) met bestie aft sch at 3 & we headed to WS to get his hair done at Arches. biasala org tu kalao da dpt duit raya, st8 away gi! hehe x) ! aft tat, we went to CAVANA to have our early dinner. I ate teriyaki w beef & he ate black pepper w chicken. I didnt wana eat there at first coz i wana save cash to buy other stuffs. But since it was my first time there i jus gave it a try. It was not bad aft all. Walk ard for awhile & i bought myself a necklace,nail buffer & a dress. It was a very short day for me coz i have to jln raya w family aft tat.
As soon as i got home, i took my bath & got myself ready. At ard 8plus,dad & i took cab & fetch mum frm work & aft tat we headed to BeDok South. We went to 4 houses & it took us nearly an hr for each house. which means we got home at 12plus in the morn. My legs were shaking & trembling by then.
So today, i didnt get to sch..hehe..too tired to wake up frm sleep. but i kinda regret coz the subjects taught in sch today were important..I'll hafta catch up w others then.. Anw, going out to meet Haniffa later..he's going to teach me Math! hehe. At least theres someone to help me wen im in need. hehe. i'll stop here for now...;)
ps: thanks everyone for the b'day wish;) appreciate it alot. & thanks Kaz for spending my day w me. Much Love.;)
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