You know I'm a Dreamer...

Monday, August 4, 2008 1:06 AM

So today morning i woke up n took my bath but i didnt went to sch coz i wasnt feeling well inside, outside, emotionally..yeahh..even if i did go i mite be giving cold shoulder to my frenz..so its betta for them not to be my victim ryte..

wat i did today?hmm. i jus sat home alone & had time for myself..bros n dad working n mum went to auntie's hse..i thought of forcing myself to jog coz i wana train for x-country. surprisingly im looking forward to it.haha.:D

i guess some people mus be wondering y i dont relli share my probs anymore to them? mayb coz im jus not sure how to let it out. Some say i change but i guess tis change is onli for awhile..i'll b alrite once i found back myself.. it's tough wen ur the one going thru it..usualli i share it everytime w my close ones..but now i find it hard..i tot tat i could depend on 'this person' but it seems tat he/she dont rili care bout me..mayb they dont need me anymore..i'll feel empty insidee...

:'(

Sunday, August 3, 2008 12:53 AM

jus now morning went downstairs n play soccer w 2nd bro. was kinda lazy at first but wen i tink agn,i guess tats the only time i hav w him so yeah..he borrowed me his jersey..well i look kinda funny in it at first but i get used to it alr..haha..he taught me how to dribble n stuffs etc. wateva it is tat has gotta do w soccer. hehe. so we play for awhile n headed to bubble thing aft tat & he treated me to my usual chocolate oreo ice blend. so much for losing weight eyy..hah;)

ard 3 plus jus nw, ain called me to pass me some things tat she bought for me back frm her kampong, not sure whrs tat but somewhr in m'sia. we talked for awhile coz i kinda miss her wen she was away for a few days & i did thank her parents for the things they bought & then i bid them gdbye. so here i am telling u my story. haha. till then. gonna take my bath nw. lol. tc. :)

Friday, August 1, 2008 5:51 PM

watched cartoon w my big bros ystrdy nite at youtube & we were so xcited bout it, esp them.:) they wanted to watched the old cartoons frm the 80s & we did found some like popeye,gummy bear,mask etc. & anw it was a very rare get together session at hm coz they are always busy w work & im always alone. so it was kind of sweet n touching for me tat they find time to spent w me. & even at their age of middle 20s,they were still interested in cartoon n kiddy stuffs. how cute..;) dad made roti telor & 2nd bro fry some maggi for me so i was kinda full aft tat & i couldnt sleep. read up on the bk i borrowed frm library coz im in the need of losing wght again. smangat kn? haha. anw,im meeting kaz later. dunno whr to but i hope we'll turn out fine coz we havent meet for quite some time.
tats all for now:)