You know I'm a Dreamer...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 5:50 AM
24 Feb 09 - Problems needs to be solve before it gets any worse!! :S

hey peeps! :)

its been quite awhile now that i didn't blog bout my life.

well basically, ill blog whenever im in the mood to or wen im not busy kaes.=)

anws..my life have been good & easy for now.. But im truly very worried bout wats happening to the lifes of my close ones.. Sometimes i do wonder whether i've given as much help to the people tat need me...whenever they share their probs to me, all i can do was listen attentively to them but maybe my advises doesnt help them much n that worries me more. I know that everyone is not perfect & I cant expect things to be perfect jus like imagine it. Always, a small voice kept saying to me to help them..but i dont really knw how.. I feel sad sometimes with the fact that I didnt really help them.. Even tis small situation can become a problem & it really makes me think whether I am even useful to them in their lives.. But I knw im trying to stay as positive as i can...

Basically, someone very close to me is having a really really hard time trying to juggle his probs, studies etc. I really donno wats gonna happen next coz Allah will be one testing us to our limits.. I can only pray to Allah to give him the fullest strength & patience he have to face in wateva challenges tat comes to his life.. & I will always be his pillar of strength whenever he feels like breaking down, giving up.. Its really truly deeply heartrending to see U being this way.. I dun show my feelings of sadness to U but only Allah knws deep down inside wat im feeling..

As a middle person, im really confuse on how to help him find a solution to his probs.. Im jus worried U will do something rash & hurt urself.. Uve never been this way lastime. Wayy back wen I knw U, U were always cheerful & not depressed.. But i knw I cant blame U with the kind of state ur facing ryte now.. Allah wants to test how far U can go to face his challenge, how wide U can think to find a solution to ur problems, how much U can value & learn from these experience & how Great Allah is. If only I could give U the kind of strength I have right now, I would! & hopefully my strength will make u stronger..

Pls Allah, make him strong..make him realise that all bad things will come to an end one day..make him realise that wen things get worse, it will get better in time..

Sigh. I just want u to know that ill ALWAYS be by ur side in ur bad or good times.. I dun want u to think tat everyone will hate U. Its up to the individual whether they want to be w u or not. & always remember tat things wont always turn out the way we want it to be, we cant always expect perfection frm the people we love & wateva probs u face ryte now will make u a better & stronger person in the future. Trust me. Cheer up Bestie... :/