You know I'm a Dreamer...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:31 PM

its been exactly a month i didnt update tiz blog..

gosh..its longer than i thought...the last update was 4 aug?

well..many things happened in a month & i felt theres too many things to blog about...

so anw, im having study break for a wk but most of the days were spend in sch jus to finish my coursework.. lucky thing its alr over since yest...i feel so free & i can breath better than ever..jus tat im quite worried bout my prelims tats jus round the corner..havent started studying & im still lazing ard..hehe..

anw,

last sunday was great! went out w kaz,shafiq,nadia & lut to spore flyer!we had a great time there..we ate at popeye's first b4 we took off n had our ride..our timing was diff..kaz,me & shafiq took our ride at 8 while nad&lut took theirs at 7.30..kaz wanted to giv them some privacy i suppose..hurhur..;D

so we xpected the half-hr ride to be long but it was quite fast & kaz didnt feel satisfied..lol..we saw the view n night lights n it was superb..such a waste i didnt have a camera w me..wenever im out w them, i didnt feel like going hm coz having them is gd enough to make me happy..

so today, i had to stay at home..dad's been pestering me to stay put at home since morning..wanted to meet kaz today to break fast w him but too bad it didnt happen..i feel so diff n lonely if i dont meet him at least for awhile..

i feel diff today..wenever i stay at home..too many things conquers my mind..sometimes i can even tink of negative things bout my love ones..it makes me so stressed up wen i find it hard to shr w people bout this kind of situation im in..i try not to tink too much..& sometimes crying makes me feel better..i shared my thoughts n feelings w someone..& am i glad he knws how i feel..lucky thing he prompt me or else i'l be feeling confused & lost till now..

so i guess tats it for now..hopefully i can get out of hse tmrow! hehehe.

till den.=)